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FIC: Lead Me Not Astray (Kirk/Spock, 1/1)

Happy Birthday, verizonhorizon! Sending you lots of love and warm wishes *hugs*.

Title: Lead Me Not Astray
Author: Jaylee
Fandom: Reboot
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1829
Summary: "I wasn't planning on denying you anything... except that, I don't do that."
Warning: None
Disclaimer: The characters are not mine, no matter how much I may wish it. No profit is being made, here.
Dedicated: To verizonhorizon, for her birthday.
Notes: This story is a follow-up, kind of, to Inertia, because Veri once mentioned to me that she'd like to read a smutty follow-up to that fic. However, it can stand on its own, as well.
Special Thanks: to two very awesome ladies whom I adore profusely, thank you daphnie_1  and kianspo  for looking this over for me.


Excerpt from Inertia: If this Spock thought that Jim was going to be bottoming for him, or doing anything of the sort, or kowtowing in any way, he had another thing coming, because it wasn’t going to happen.


It wasn’t that he hadn’t had sex with a guy before because he had. Well, if a few hand jobs and a blow or two counted as sex, and Jim was of the firm belief that anything between two (or three) consenting adults which involved his cock was rather firmly filed under that particular category. With vigor.

So no, his nervousness couldn’t not be discounted as first time jitters… much to his own dismay. Pity, he wouldn't mind a legitimate excuse for the nerves right about now. It would certainly spare his sanity. Jim Kirk did not get nervous from sex, he didn’t. It was law. But then he’d never done monogamous relationships with half Vulcan First Officers either, so he supposed there was a first for everything.

The thing was Spock was looking at him like he was dessert or something. The lust in his normally closed off Vulcan eyes glaringly apparent, especially to Jim, who had been able to recognize when such looks were directed at him since he was fourteen. And it was Spock who was doing the looking, and Jim had always had an almost unnatural ability to read Spock (and vice versa).

But Spock had three times his strength, had the capability of getting into his mind, and happened to be his destined... whatever. Spock was lucky Jim was merely nervous and not walking briskly away in the opposite direction, too intimidated by being in a situation where he wouldn’t have the upper hand to stick around.

He’d gone that route already, making them both frustrated with the process, it was time to stop running from this. He had promised Spock that he would.

Everything else in life he’d ever had, save Starfleet and Bones, he’d been able to walk away from when it got too intense. But this… well, he and Spock had always done intense with each other, that’s just how they rolled. A strong current of electricity cackled between them pretty much from the word ‘go’. It was frightening, this was true, he’d man up to that much. But well, he’d almost lost Spock earlier that day. He’d learned the hard way that if there was one thing scarier than the intensity of his feelings for Spock, and also potentially not having the upper hand in a romantic encounter, was the thought of not having Spock at all.

And that just wouldn’t do.

With that in mind Jim bit his bottom lip, and moved to lift his command tunic and his black undershirt over his head, the dull lighting of his quarters doing nothing to dim the spark of lust in Spock’s eyes as he did so.

He didn’t pretend not to hear Spock’s sharp intake of breath, not when he enjoyed it too much.

“Like what you see?” he asked, flashing a grin.

“I always have,” Spock responded, his voice a deep purr, and Jim thought it really unjust that Spock would possess a really stimulating bedroom voice on top of everything else. It just wasn’t fair. Irresistible, thy name is Vulcan.

“Then lose the pants,” he retorted, slowly moving to unbuckle his own and making a bit of a show out of it by wiggling at opportune and inopportune times, both.

A low chuckle was heard, and Jim took a brief moment in time to ponder the fact that he’d just heard Spock let loose a distinctly emotional reaction before something fast and strong pushed him towards the bed and had him flat on his back and utterly breathless within seconds.

Yup, he’d been right to be nervous. Bye-bye upper hand.

Vulcan strength and speed were really something to behold.

Truth be told, Jim was actually kind of loving it. Kind of, just a little, maybe… okay, a lot. Things were getting fun.

“You have been teasing me for months, denying us both that which each of us have wanted most. Do not think, now that you have agreed to cease your illogical defiance, that you can continue to do so and get away with it so flagrantly? Now that you have agreed to be mine, you will become so…” the ‘just try and stop me’ wasn’t voiced, but Jim heard it just the same. He and Spock did have a remarkable ability to be in utter accordance at times, after all. It just figured that the bedroom wouldn’t exactly be immune to it.

“I wasn’t planning on denying you anything,” Jim breathed, dizzy from the blood in his head rushing southward to his groin when Spock took a hand and ran it sensuously down his torso towards Jim’s cock, bypassing the organ entirely, much to Jim’s deeply profound annoyance, to instead reach underneath and rest his hand over the crevice of Jim’s ass.

“Except that… I don’t do that,” he said firmly, well, as firmly as he could sound while breathless and while his cock was growing steadily harder than titanium.

Spock just raised an eyebrow at him.

Typical. Absolutely freakin’ typical. Jim was trying to set boundaries here, and having something large inserted into a hole that was tiny just didn’t have any sort of appeal.

He bet it was painful as fuck to those who did do it.

Jim felt a brief flash of annoyance at the open challenge in Spock’s eyes, but felt it speedily replaced with the all consuming feel of lust instead as Spock used his hands to leverage his body downwards, ghosting hot breath over Jim’s chest, while placing dry kisses in a trail down his torso.

What was he thinking just before? It really didn’t matter, because Spock was close to his groin and that was just spot fucking on.

“You need to get your clothes off,” Jim gasped, back arching off of the bed as Spock licked him from base to tip.

“In due time,” the Vulcan responded, tilting his head to eye Jim’s groin as he would a fascinating science experiment before moving forward once more, forcing Jim’s thighs to part with his head, in order to lick Jim’s perineum.

Attention to that area had always been a particular favorite of his… Jim idly wondered how Spock just seemed to know that before another wave of pleasure hit and he found his fists grasping the sheets and his body lurched closer to Spock’s rather talented tongue.

So Vulcan’s were shrewd in bed. Who knew? One thing was for certain, however, no one was ever going to discover this particular Vulcan’s shrewdness in bed ever again. Not ever. This was all Jim’s, signed, sealed and delivered. His, his, his

The sudden wave of possessiveness lasted all of three seconds before Spock nudged his thighs apart further still and moved his tongue even further south.

Jim paused, unsure whether to feel completely turned on or kind of repulsed. He had showered and everything after they had returned from their away mission, but still, wasn’t such an act kind of… unsanitary?

But then he felt a warm wetness stroke his opening, and lick it, and suck it, and nibble at it, and all he was thinking, if it could be called a thought at all, was that there was nothing in the universe that felt better, or more perfect. And when said tongue entered him, crawling up his ass like a wet one-way ticket to Eden, he felt his vision blur and his body tighten with pending orgasm.

“Okay, Spock, okay,” he gasped, utterly dazed, utterly wanton, “Let’s try it. I want you in me… now!”

The words coming out of his mouth should have surprised him, should have shocked him, in fact, but they didn’t. He was too far gone with lust, and he seemed to understand on an instinctual level that the thought of it, of being penetrated, wasn’t so intimidating anymore, in fact, in that moment, and really quite suddenly, it seemed kind of exactly what he wanted. Like a natural culmination to a predetermined series of events.

“I thought you do not engage…” Spock began, a distinct and devilish twinkle in his eyes as he moved his head up from its former position in front of Jim’s ass to meet his eyes.

“Don’t,” Jim groaned, dizzy with want, “gloat later, fuck now.”

“Your desire is my command,” Spock replied, and Jim felt Spock briefly pull away, and watched, with passion-filled eyes as Spock stood upright by the bed, unbuckled his pants and shoved them and his boxers down to mid-thigh. He then took a minute to stimulate himself and Jim could see a wet secretion coating the green-tinted penis with the motion.

Awesome. Vulcans certainly came equipped for this.

It felt like hours but was actually probably more like seconds before Spock was up and over him again, the mattress squeaking under them with the additional weight as Spock positioned the blunt head of his cock at Jim’s opening.

And then Spock met his eyes, the brown eyes, more human than Vulcan, swirling with untold emotion, as he whispered, “I love you,” and then lurched himself forward with one strong push.

And oh god it was painful. This was fact, but the thought -- just the sheer idea -- that Spock was inside him, physically in his body to contrast the fact that the Vulcan was always on his mind, was so blindingly brilliant and awe-inspiring that the pain and the awe kind of balanced each other out. And then Spock began to move and he hit this certain spot inside of him and then all Jim saw was blinking lights, and all he heard was the sound of blood rushing in his ears, and all he felt was want, and yearning and lust so deep and profound he felt enflamed with it.

It was the sounds of grunting and skin slapping skin and Spock pounding into him with a vigor that was strong and heavy and forceful but not nearly fucking enough that pushed him over the edge and sent his mind reeling.

In the aftermath: dizzy and tired and warmed and so deeply in love, from his head to toes, that he didn’t think it was possible to ever feel more than what he felt in just that moment, that he turned to Spock and managed to whisper, “you can gloat now.”

“I would not conceive of it, T’hy’la,” came the reply, almost managing to hide the smug inflect of it, almost, but not quite achieving it.

“How did you know that I would enjoy that?” Jim asked, certain that Spock’s telepathy and the weird bond that they shared were somehow involved and wanting his theory confirmed.

Sex with a telepath… phenomenal.

But Spock surprised him, and really, when it came down to it, that was one of many reasons that Jim had fallen for him so hard.

“It is really quite simple… I have recently come to the realization that I do not believe in a no-win scenario.”

Jim threw his head back and laughed.

The End!


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Aug. 26th, 2010 11:37 pm (UTC)
Congratulation this was epic!!!

and the final line!!!!!

and self lubricant penis!!!


You did it great!!!
Aug. 26th, 2010 11:45 pm (UTC)
Re: YAY!!!
Awww, thank you, darling. I'm so tickled and thrilled that you liked it! Smut usually isn't my forte, so it's extra special for me to hear that the story was enjoyed *hugs*.
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Aug. 27th, 2010 01:20 am (UTC)
Re: Happy Birthday to ME!
It's the Birthday, girl! Happy Birthday, honey!

I'm really, really glad that you liked this. I wasn't sure if you would remember our smut follow-up conversation for "Inertia", since the story was posted so long ago, but I wanted to do something special for you that was tailored and I figured this way I could hit on some of the tropes that I know for a fact you enjoy.

I'm truly ecstatic that you enjoyed it.

I love how direct Spock is throughout the series. I love how walloped Jim is by that directness

I loved tackling that aspect in particular. It was my favorite parts to write. Jim and Spock banter is one thing that I always really enjoyed in TOS. I absolutely can't wait until the Reboot versions get to that point.

Thank you for the wonderful, heartwarming comments! You made my whole day! And have a fantastic birthday! I hope it's the best one yet!

(...It's neat that your birthday is so close to Chris Pine's)
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Aug. 27th, 2010 02:31 am (UTC)
Super job. Just enough smut.

I read inertia just before this one. I loved spock's speach at the end when he told Jim he would give him everything he is. And Jim wanted it too. Lovely.

Smut is good too.
Aug. 27th, 2010 03:44 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! I'm absolutely tickled that you enjoyed both stories. You've put a huge smile on my face! :-)
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:04 am (UTC)
:D Just as lovely in the morning as it was last night. :D
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:10 pm (UTC)
Awww, thank you, darling. You're the bestest *hugs you*.
Aug. 27th, 2010 06:42 am (UTC)
Hahaha I absolutely loved Toppy!Spock. ♥ ♥ Thank you for sharing. This was wonderful. XD
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:11 pm (UTC)
Thank you, sweetie! I'm so thrilled you liked it. Smut isn't usually my forte so I'm extra specially glad that the story was enjoyed. You've brightened my morning (you always do)! :-)
Aug. 27th, 2010 10:43 am (UTC)
Wow, this was seriously hot. And I don't even usually like rimming in stories but this here was just perfect. I loved the mixture of turned on Jim who has fears of being overwhelmed and overpowered but is also enjoying how fast his needs are serviced...

“Don’t,” Jim groaned, dizzy with want, “gloat later, fuck now.”
→ my favourite line :D
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:18 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! That is so sweet of you to say. I'm over the moon by such kind praise. You have me grinning from ear to ear, tickled pink that the story was so enjoyed.
Aug. 27th, 2010 01:56 pm (UTC)
This is sweet and adorable and HOT. <3 Love it!
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:19 pm (UTC)
Awww, thank you darling. I'm so thrilled that you liked it. I have a humongous grin splitting my face right now.
Aug. 27th, 2010 02:58 pm (UTC)
Aug. 27th, 2010 05:19 pm (UTC)
*beams* Thank you so much!
Aug. 28th, 2010 12:55 am (UTC)
Oh my God, perfect follow of Inertia!
I'm in love with your Jim POW, really!
Aug. 28th, 2010 01:00 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! I'm so ecstatic that you liked it.

I'm in love with your Jim POW, really!

This comment just warms my heart and then some. I'm a Kirk-girl through and through, so it thrills me to pieces to hear my characterization of him commented on favorably. You've made my day. :-)
Aug. 28th, 2010 03:22 am (UTC)
You brought the pr0n and you brought it well! *is jealous* Awesomely done. =)
Aug. 31st, 2010 07:33 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! That's so sweet of you to say. I'm truly tickled (and flattered) that you enjoyed the story. :-)
Aug. 28th, 2010 06:16 am (UTC)
“It is really quite simple… I have recently come to the realization that I do not believe in a no-win scenario.”

JE SUIS PWNED!! XDDD Forreal. I'm just flippin my shit at how good that was. My God!

See Jim? Aren't you glad you bottomed now? I know I sure am glad that you did. Cuz I got to read about it and it was hot! XD ♥
Aug. 31st, 2010 07:34 pm (UTC)
Wow, what awesome feedback! Thank you! I'm so thrilled that you enjoyed it. You've put a huge smile on my face.
Aug. 29th, 2010 01:23 am (UTC)
So happy to see a followup to Inertia, and a porny one at that. I loved Spock's method of persuasion, and his smug self-satisfaction at the end.
Aug. 31st, 2010 07:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! I'm completely thrilled that the story was enjoyed. And am flattered that you enjoyed Spock in this in particular. You've made my morning!
Aug. 30th, 2010 11:00 am (UTC)
I seem to have missed the fact you posted this! I went to check your journal, wondering what had happened and why you hadn't posted...and then realised I just missed it on my flist 'cause I'm stupid xD

This is awesome! (but then you know I think that already :P) I adore the final few lines - they made me grin so much xD

Aug. 31st, 2010 07:36 pm (UTC)
Awww, thank you darling. And thank you so much for your encouragement and support. What would I do without you?
Aug. 30th, 2010 11:11 am (UTC)
Well, I don't know how you can say smut isn't your forte, because this was just brilliant, and oh, so hot. I loved the idea of the self-lubricating penis. The bedroom snark was just perfect, too. I loved this so much ♥
Aug. 31st, 2010 07:38 pm (UTC)
You just made my whole morning, for serious. I do get really nervous writing smut, so comments like this really, really mean a great deal. I shall reread this whenever I need a pick-me-up. You're so awesome. I can't thank you enough for all the support you've given me *hugs*.
Sep. 1st, 2010 04:52 am (UTC)

Sep. 2nd, 2010 12:25 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! :-)
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